while I was on the boat

The story revolves around a boat and an ocean. In the midst of the waves, my hands loosened on the steering wheel, which made it easier for me to release. One day, when obligations broke open in my heart, I felt as though I couldn't hold on anymore. The edge of a river shielded me from danger, just as new boundaries protected me. Weather conditions prevented me from waking up while I was on the boat.  The waves fascinated me, and my heart was filled with truth. I had no choice but to embark on an adventurous journey as I sailed into the unknown.